well , I am still living here with my man , and this last year has been pretty good, he makes sure or trys his best to make me feel at home,. I STILL want to have a foster family, and ofcorse adopt a teen girl, and a newborn girl // but for now, thats in my future hopefully .. I am STRESSIN NOW cuz MY FIRST BORN SON IS GETTING MARRIED SUNDAY THE 18TH !!!!!!!!!  I dont want him to marry yet , but I will not turn my back on him ethier, so a marriage is where I will be on sunday ......  I PRAY all goes smoothly, that My X father in law doesent oull out his camrea, cuz I Will Want to break his camrea... BECAUSE he NEVER gives me copies ofpix he takes, and so therefore I CANT get the pix in thier albom, much less MINE> !!!!! I am stressin so bad and cant see hoe its going to be any better until its all said and done with ...  So I made my first diaper cake today , I will start posting tuterials soon on all these craft ideas I have found and alot i have done ., som wedding , and some baby, and then bridal shower, and baby shower : ) WILL catch up with all that soon ... trying to figure out which way I wanna go with this blog ethier my life, and venting or DIY and decorating OR BOTH : ) because this IS my life. lol I will decide and go one way or the other, or both , as is with DIY's missing at the moment , but I wIll make it Work ~!! BE BACK SOON !!!!